anonymous.

i got this "comment" on one of my posts today. of course, by someone "anonymous".. anyway, enjoy reading...

"you know whats crazy? you are crazy. i knew you. and you seriously fucked me up. fucked up relationships i had with people. you took advantage of me. you lied. you manipulated. you pray and pray, but you're still a bad person. a sinful person. you may pretend to be all religious and shit now, and you may have confessed your sins to a priest, but you haven't been forgiven...not by me and not by the others that you've fucked up. the priest/pastor may have told you to say a million prayers and you may have donated a million things to the needy, but you're still fucked up. and you still fucked people up. and you're still awful. and you'll always remain awful in my mind and in the minds of many. you've never once reached out to apologize and for that...you'll never be forgiven."

whoever you are... if i did you wrong, i do apologize. i've reached out to a lot of people that i've hurt to apologize personally. i can't change your mind about me - and that's cool. i suppose that's something i'm gonna have to live with for the rest of my life... i've never denied being a terrible person when i was younger. i've hurt many people. i'm not perfect, or even anywhere near it. but, i do LOVE God - and because of Him, i have changed. you may not forgive me for whatever i did to you - and i'm sorry that i've hurt you that bad that you can't bring yourself to forgive me. but, for what it's worth, i'm apologizing now for whatever i did... next time, contact me directly - i'll apologize to you personally, if this post (to the whole world) isn't enough... acatalasan@gmail.com