miss ya, pop.

i was just telling my friend frannie that i never in a million years would've ever thought "this" would ever happen to my family. losing a parent - there's no words to express the FEAR you feel as a child to lose someone who's always been your "security blanket". someone who's always been your support system. someone who you knew would love you NO MATTER WHAT.

i lost my dad to liver cancer 2 years ago, yesterday. it was the scariest thing ever to watch my dad literally deteriorating before my eyes. *sigh* that's probably the only thing that comforts me through all this though - just knowing that my dad's not in pain anymore...

anyway - if you could shoot out a prayer for me and my family, that'd be awesome. thanks.